Almost DONE with Alabama
Monday, July 7th, 2008I know my previous post was weird. Something is working though, because I am almost DONE with the alabama HELLhouse. I expect to be out of here FOREVER by monday or so. Jenna and I still talk several times per day. She told me today that someone in her old building hung himself somehow, and that hit home for me since I have been suicidal for some time now. That actually has improved. The whole stepping back thing was a necessary step so that I can move on and be Cooper’s daddy. So much has gone on, and I just look forward to moving on. Like I said before, Jenna has no idea about the change in me. I still treat her the same, except I am if anything more positive towards her; I just don’t get into the micromanagement of details anymore. I bought a power inverter for the car so I can run the laptop on the go now, so that is how I am getting online at the moment. It is amazing how many unsecured ‘nets there are in this neighborhood! It is now almost 10:30 and it has to be 85+ degrees and 90+% humidity here in HELLabama…. I cant wait to leave here for good!
